what does it mean to be asked to get out of someones life.this sentence is worth pondering over.its just a sad reality we all have to face.we are never perfect.each and everyone of us have our faults and strengths.not knowing them is a great disability,and u lose out in the bitter end.this is what i have learnt on my journey through life.along with other things,this is what makes ur life sad.your heart is a very fragile component.it can also be your strongest.its how you utilise its power.ive channeled its power wrongly.and ended up with bad regret.

yay finally im updating lol.2dae went 2 celebrate baobao birthday.she at first was nt very happy.but i managed to cheer her up =).so glad she liked my present.she say so cute.hehe.lately we had a few quarrels.but we still emerged strong.with Gods love and power.we prayed so much for each other and it happend.PRAISE GOD!!!i love her so much i wont wana let her go.though the planning was very simple.still i managed to make her happi.and it was the first tkime i celebrated her birthdae wit her.and im so glad i am so blessed to be her boyfriend.cuz she is such a nice and sweet girl.hehe.i love u dardar.dun leave me k ^^

wa.valentines day was so nice la.i was waiting 4 tt day for so long.so can spend the day wit my one and onli harnie becky.i cud not wait till sch finished.had common test.so long lor.had less time 2 spend with her.haiyoh.i rushed home to prepare.spray perfume nice nice.then rushed 2 go meet her.she stood out of the crowd like a lighted lamp in a dark room.we exchanged valentines day presents.i gave her a very soft soft toy and a card.and she gave me a bottle of hearts she folded herself filled with perfume beads put inside and a small sweet note hidden inside.then she gave me ferrero rocher on a heart shaped box lor.haha.then she made a card lor.then i saw a piece of paper in shape of 2 hearts.i asked wads tt.she sae ' my heart and ur heart beating as one'.wa so nice lor.she phrase tings very nice leh.everyting make my heart beat so fast.then we wok arnd.then we went 2 buy shoe for her.second valentine present haha.then we went pizza hut.queue so long lor haha.den she sae aiyah nt dinner tym yet.den we wok arnd.6plus thn go back.wait so long lor.thn finally we got in.we ordered fish o's and a hawaiian pizza large without pineapple(both our favourites)then we eat until full full.then i wok her hm lor.so nice.then she told me she n her mum going ntuc.then she went up.she hurry her mom get ready.then come dwn with her mum.then her mum ask y i still dere.then i sae i waiting 4 my mum.then she said she going ntuc.then i said o ok god bless u.haha.haiyoh so nice lor.nicest valentines day ever.i love u darling haha

muz thank coach 4 letting me take regata one round.improve balance in ak alot.haha.my darling go choose shirt 4 me.so nice.then her pillow she choose my fav colour.i so happy i can jump and my head get stuck in the ceiling.yay.then she can one min laf,one min cry,one min go crazy,one min kip confessing her love for me.sumting i oso liddat.dunno y.mayb its the connection.lyk the com USB port.haha.guitar rocks.2mr got training.rather excited 4 training tmr.then aft tt got church.got 2 rush sia.haiz.juz a short post.

im glad that coach allowed me try k1.its super unstable la.dunno how ppl paddle lyk noting liddat.the worst was getting out.cuz the boat so HIGH.thx 2 getting out and in i cap 2 times.and my leg always numb.this boat so diff frm blue white lor.haha.but i guess.lyk coach said.noting comes easy.instead persevere and u can strive for success.nxt wk i don tink i can take the same boat liao cuz so many ppl using that boat.i dunno wad 2 rite liao.diz is a realli short post

training rocks la.2dae i tried the blue-white k1(its just the training one) together with junice and xiuting.both lyk on steroids liddat.paddle so fast lor.keep up oso got prob.then qiyi there kip scolding me sae i first tym take k1(training one) go lane liao.he sae i ki siao.whr got ki siao.its lyk.anibody can do it lor..i spent 2dae and yesterdae painting cupboards(2 actually) for the NE corner.heck.i had nothing 2 do.and i made 2 new friends(farid and anabelle[issit correct spelling???])they both dam fun.austin oso paint alot.so we got 2 cupboards done in 2 daes.thats freak slow.then 2dae finish cupboards.noting 2 do.training was like 3 hrs away.so i helped npcc clean up.then i made another 3 frens.one is big ****(he call himself one)got ping boon(hope its correct spelling) and yi xiang(HA!! i know the name)thats abt it.we also killed a few snails todae(me and austin).i lyk don dare.cuz we out of insecticide so we had 2 SMASH the snail.with the canoe paddle(NE corner de.fake wan)then i told austin.oi.i don dare la.den he sae o ok i do.he took the paddle.PAK!!.the snail like.the shell crack and the whole snail fell off.omgOSH.i felt sorry 4 de snail.but still,they damage the garden.so the had 2 go.the day before farid spotted a few snails.so we went 2 de cupboard to take out CONCENTRATED insecticide.he said.one DROP will do.den i like.ok.den i pour.so much came out(whoops).it drop on the snail.the snail immediately dropped off and landed on the floor.then go tthis sizzleing sound(farid say the insecticide absorbing the moisture)then the most disgusting ting happend.the snail started giving out this white liquid.and it had bubbles(SICK!!!!!)then we went around 2 find more.that day we will more than 8 snails.all had the same fate(sever dehydration).austin flipped one over.and there was this pile of pale green slime.and a side of the pile was still sticking 2 de shell.so there was like this bridge of slime(even more YUCK).whole day dam fun.we had free dinner too.haha.band was having camp.they sure looked lyk they were having fun.thats it 4 2dae

wa.training 2dae fun sia.i was late 4 training den i reach liao.do warm up n jumping jack finish.den coach sae run.den he kip saying i run not balanced.wa.i noob at running.the finish liao.coach ask me n qiyi go take t2 and bcome lyk rescue team liddat.ppl capsize we go assist.haha.den we name our boat the 500hp tou fu chia.hui yi n sharol boat so mani ants.so much that its disgusting.even when we fill the boat with water.sum ants die liao.but when take out seat.wa piang.a big pile of ants with styrofoam in their mouths all there floating.we empty into the water the still floating and moving.i saw it and felt sick.yuck.then suddenly i felt pain sumwhr i most feared.the ants were IN MY PANTS.wa lao.the all bite here bite there.super pain.wok oso got prob.teacher see she sae go n hose myself down.dam pain.the ants all so fierce wan.brrr.then quite ticklish n itchy cuz dey crawl arnd.i can FEEL IT.den i go sit in the water 2 drown them.den not much pain left.but i feel got powerdery stuff in my pants.YUCKS.